current events?

Dan Long

I had this heading " Dan Long" up for about 50 minutes. It was the heading to do my current event for my 5th period criminal justice class. I just the sudden urge to type about something completley different and paste it in my livejournal, though. I don't quite know what it is yet, but i'll be damned if it's on this Harriet Miers Supreme Court nomination article that I'm suppose to be do this current event on. This is one of the most spontaneous moments of my life, let me enjoy it. I had no intention of journaling and all intentions of doing this current event, but I'm not. And it's beautiful.
I'm just listening to beautiful music and reflecting on my life (read:childhood) up till now. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy. These things never feel warm and fuzzy as they happen, which is downright shame. This song is so beautiful I can barley think. I pity those who never hear it. I have nothing much on my mind, really. But I just love to write. It's 1:00 am on a school night and I just feel like writing. No particular thoughts or emotions to convey. I wonder how i'll remember the phase of life I'm going through now. Wether I'll envy it like most other stages, be jealous of it's great aspects and forget it's bad ones. Just thinking about highschool, past and present is intriuging me. When I said I had nothing on my mind, I lied. What I have on my mind is not something I can really express through the language. It is just a vauge feeling about highschool, past and present. I always kinda looked foward to highschool through my earlier years and it just seemed really interesting. It is really interesting. Highschool is a really interesting time, for what it is atleast. I don't even have any freinds really, I just like observing everything going on and just taking it in. All fresh lives before they are tainted by the demands of society.
It's going to make for a really interesting reflection upon in the future. Just thinking about all the people that are more less characters in the comic book of life than just fellow students. Will I remember Matt Diarcy? How will I remember Nick Ross? How will I remember my social life in general in highschool? Life is just so excellent by the virtue of the most simple means. Even when one is extremely bored with nothing to do there is always something that can be interesting. Everything is just so interesting for lack of a better word. Things that are even extremely monotous are interesting simply because there so boring. I don't know if that made sense, but sometimes the most boring things interest me because of there degree of total nonsignifigance. I'm kinda down on life right now because I really don't have any fun but still things find there way to interest me. It sure would be nice to have a little more fun. Oh well. There are more fun times ahead of me, that is for sure.
Once highschool is over, it's over. There will be no more highschool, just 40 or some years of a block of life. How will I engage this life? How will this life engage me? Listening to this beautiful music, I just sit here and think. And enjoy. And think. A vast potpurri of thoughts blend in my head, not overtly coherently. The End.